A whining Heart

I’m sorry my friend,
Don’t make this an end.
I really made a huge mistake,
But here I’m with a plea no fake.

I’m no doctor who can mend,
Your broken heart which you lend.
I wish I knew what I was doing,
But now I see, it is like proving my being.

Every day I pass, I see you in everything I do,
Not one minute that I stop wondering about you.
You held me always in all the roughs and tough,
Yet you say you don’t know me enough.

Like a dove my dear you let me free,
But see how stupid and silly I could be.
I feel so lost and angry on me,
Still why my dear? Why see someone else in me?

I know I am impulsive and experimental,
But dear don’t name my mistake as betrayal.
I pierced your heart with this sharp knife,
When I knew you’re my soul, my only life.

It happened so fast, my conflicts and confusions,
These are no reasons but I don’t want any more delusions.
Just please hear me out, my whining heart,
I made a mistake; I never knew we would get hurt.

I thought why bother my sweet angel,
This is nothing; I surely can handle.
A fool I was to think I could leaving you for sure,
But now I’m here hurt, lost and hurting you more and more.

For me my dear you are not just a friend,
Or a crush, or love or just best friend.
This is my truth, never fades like all trend,
Hear me out, because for us really there is no end.

Sweetheart you are everything to me,
My friend, guide, bud the list is endless you see.
I found someone special in you,
Don’t let my mistake drain me from you.