Thursday, December 31, 2009


Shouting with joy
Happy new year
On i go.
Trying to shoot my

Inside turmoils called

Nervousness but then

Treacherous regrets are
Hiding from me like
Endless darkness but here

Deep down there is
An enormous faith
Raising so bright
Killing with one shot.

PS: Happy new year to all:)

happy new year

Happy new year:).....

Monday, December 21, 2009

Stranger in the mirror

Dare to dream..
Driven by love I would scream..
Dream a little dream

Canvas of passion..
Cravings Or mistaken reaction..
Can call up the storm breaching delusion

All for the playboy's pleasure..
Angel can turn dark with no fear..
At last you find but is only a stranger in the mirror.

Monday, December 7, 2009


She was walking along the sea shores in moonlight tonight, the waves gushing and roaring to kiss her feet, sea breeze caressing her cheeks brushed her curls tugging behind her ears.. Her polished feet endeared by sand, like angel she glides hugging herself, lost in her thoughts.. moaning..with desperation.. hoping and just wishing for no storm or thunderbolt to ever struck. She walks away disappointing the waves.. Her eyes moist with glimpse of goodbyes she once said, aching for her love to return soon, every night she goes to LIGHTHOUSE... praying for it to guide her sailor.. for her sweetheart's safe return.

PS:...i dint get the pic which was in my mind:(..this was the close i cod get...hope u dont mind:)...enjoy...its just a figment of my imagination..

Sunday, December 6, 2009


Pure paradise pleasure
Of overwhelming seduction
Longing for lust
Empowered by erection

Delusions by drugs
Arousing flames of fires
Nights lost in music
Craving for real touch
Enjoying rhythm she swings
Reaching out her audiences

Friday, December 4, 2009


Forced I was grow up, to move on..
To accept the fact for time there is non..
No more silly stuffs you said you liked,,
With each day passing the words just puffed.

So much work and so less time..
Always in hurry like you did some crime..
Those childish smiles and no reasons to pretend..
How I wished it to never end.

Today I see u smiling sunshine..
Being there a kid with eyes sparkling shine..
I see the one who I lost once there..
With popping eyes you join her now everywhere.

I couldn't stop comparing again, I fear..
You see dear you never let me so near..
You always say it's no big deal..
But how is it not when I feel it so real.

Envy again ripping my heart apart..
I cant stand seeing you with her, so I depart..
Torn between happy and sad,I go dumb..
I stay still embracing numb.

Happy I'm for I can see you smiling again..
But lost is my smile with no hope to regain..
Sitting beside, watching crimson sky so late..
I know now, silence my dear is real soul mate.

Silence is where my pain seems fake..
But no more of this I really cant take..
You are mine and I cant share it ever..
I would rather choose numbness forever.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


Like sky
My dreams are high
No fear I have I lie
Love light I might not get so I
Do cry

P.S: do read the pic as well:)...its too good:)...sometimes eyes do cry:)jus got in google:)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009


I see
No reason strong,
Feelings do fade away,
Love and care why goes all in vain
With time

Sunday, November 15, 2009


Entangled we
Raped of

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Thinking of you...

Windy storms
Lightning of wild forms
Thunders of no norms
Turmoil deep when I'm not in your arms...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Dearly departed

Lonely I was in this crowd world
Loving this world in my own way
Not knowing the way just roaming around
I Saw all running around with no time to breath...
Holding my breath I was trying to reach
So out of reach I felt it sometimes
Someday sometime I thought I'll find my dream
Heart etched dream of someone to hold on to
Lived my life to feel it just once
Wanted it just once to belong to someone
My passionate someone who could hide me from all
My dearly departed all this came true with you my love...

Friday, November 6, 2009

Happy 50th:)...

I found a way to let my thoughts and feeling out here. Sometimes it is just crazy wacko ideas and sometimes just silly thoughts. Whatever I scribble here it comes straight from the heart. It is now like a friend. Leo got me to join Blogspot, and today I’m here writing my 50th post!.. Initially I was too reluctant to write here [I still am to write personally!!] but don’t know how leo aka vinay convinced me for which I’m really greatful:)..

When I don’t know what to do, I read, I comment and I learn. I enjoy reading your feed backs, blogs your writes, poems; you’re all so kind and nice. Thanks to all of you who comment, you really make me smile when I’m all lost and upset, now I know where to see for that lost smile. I hope you all do enjoy your read here, Thank you for noticing me. It is real pleasure to see how my followers have increased to 56 and I hope it keeps increasing!! ..

I don’t know if I ever said this before but I enjoy all the blogs which is there in my list. You all really are fabulous in what you are doing:) continue:)..
My special thanks to

Leo [Vinay]- you have been my first friend out here.. You have showed me a new world… of course those template hunting and renovating my blog. Thank u dear:)… love your work:)… hmmm the most I enjoy is your acro, fibs, actually jus all your poems…

AD [Seher]- Seriously what is your name!!?... he he…you are amazing gal. all the blogs you have managed… its jus wow..I’ll always be wondering what next you write. Especially your 13s, bashing, shots of questions, almost everything..:)..Hope you get married soon!!.. You’re really an amazing frien sweets:)..Keep smiling and if possible I would really love to meet you:).. oo yaa thank u for the book:)… I finally could finish it and its jus as you said:)…brilliant:)..

Pramoda- The first thing which comes to my mind is wow…soo intense and complex writings:)… I love the interaction session!!:)… You have made me think of things which I wouldn’t have bothered to even look twice otherwise:).. Thank you for being such a lovely frien dear:)…you are a true inspiration:)..

Yvoune- I would like to thank you for your constant support dear:)… I respect you a lot. Do take care of yourself:).. I enjoy your poems, the way you sing it with such ease.. all the pain and all the joy of your life:)… you make me feel life is beautiful:)..

Pinkzz and Rose- missing you gals hope to see you more often:)…

Pankuri- missing you too dear:)…take care:)..i enjoy your writes and comments a lot:)..thank you bud:)

Creativity- love your tips a lot dear:)…enjoying it!!:)..hehe.. With each read I find something new and creative:)…keep blogging dear:)… take care:)..

Yamini- A true heart of compassion:)… thank you for being my frien dear:)… I support you in all the causes.. Be it for the girls who r bound by their tradition r those strong women who have fought against breast cancer. Hats off to you for spreading the awareness:)..

Nagede- thank you sir for introducing me to 55s… enjoy the passion filled poems:).. your write is very passionate and intense:).. loved it

Princess sonshu- :)..thank you sweetie:) are a lovely princess:)..

Rosh[Roshwrite]- brilliant cute lovely blog you have dear:).. I enjoy reading you:) :)…..thank you

Freelancer- thank you for lovely comments:)…hope to see you more often:)…I truly enjoy your nags and poems. loved this template.. :)…take care:)

Jim and Adi- thank you for the lovely comments.. have left an impression in my heart:)…

Hary- wow…you have a very good sense of humor:)…. Always bring a smile on my face:)…thank you for making me smile always:)..

Anu- dear thank you for correcting me:)…and helping out in improving my write:)… thank you for being a lovely frien dear:)

Juhi- enjoy your writes a lot gal:)…your blogs very creative:).. be it poems, photos, tags or even awards. You do it with style:)..Keep rocking:)

Wana- wow… .awesome collections you bring out dear:)…I always wish to have it in my wardrobe!!..:).. thank u:)..

Shruthi- when will you pulish a book?:)…awesome fictionist:)he he…thank you dear;)

Amity me- lovely blog dear:)…love the way you take all the challenges:)…be it acro r the osi:).. it’s a pleasure knowing you:)..

Ria- thank you dear:)… enjoy your poems:)… I love the template very much:)

Guria- love your writes dear:)… very thought provocative:)…Thank u for being such a darling ;)

Kajal- thank you for just continuing to blog:)… I enjoy reconnecting myself in you:)

Gemma- amazing haikus and a photographer:)…thank you:)

THANK YOU DEAR The Write Girl, shraddha, Sandeep Balan, Happy birdie, The Solitary Writer, Tammie Lee, gautami, Riya, Linda, Aparna, kasabiangirl, swapna, aarthi, Arv, sash, juhi, nagede

Hope you all keep commenting on my work,.

Thank you for bearing this long post:)…would like to forward the awards I have received so far;)…thank you guria, AD, Happy birdie, sash, pramoda, Pankuri, nagede for recognizing me:) and showering with these:)….

Thank you Guria

I would like to pass it to:


Thank you AD

I would like to pass it to:
Thank you Happy Birdie

Thank you Sash

Thank you Pramoda

I would like to pass it to:


Thank you Pramoda and Nagede

Thank you Pramoda

I would like to pass it to:

The Write Girl

Thank you Guria

I would like to pass it to:
Thank you Pankuri

I would like to pass it to:
Thank you Shruthi

Thank you Shruthi
Thank you Shruthi

I would like to pass it to:
Thank you Guria

Thank you Guria

Thank you Juhi

I would like to pass it to:


Finally this one's just from me:)

To :


Thank you for your Kind patience:)
Have a great day :)
Take Care!
Lots of ♥,

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

SS #1

Tara-“gran…there is something you should know…”

Gran-“yeah tell me…you know these days kids of your age never listen to anything. See Only yesterday..”

Tara scared-“grandma….hear me out will you, It’s…it is important”

Gran-“see this is what I mean…you people hardly listen…Huhh….tell me what’s that...”

Tara trembling-“well…you know…it’s…”

Gran encouragingly-“hmmm...”

Tara wondering what and how to approach-“ gran…you know…there has been many mysterious missing cases of cattle lately, and villagers are worried and last week Chandu’s classmate Raaghav… He had a fight with Chandu and next day he too was found missing…”

Gran a little annoyed with where the discussion was heading-“now… now… it’s so wrong of you, It’s just a coincidence. He’s still a kid Tara. Don’t blame him…he’s only a child”

Tara scared she might never say it again reproached-“yeah Gran… I know but it’s just… I know that you know what is the reason behind all these.. Don’t you think we should tell dad... I mean he doesn’t really belong here you know...I... I’m scared”

Gran too petrified with the thought of losing him-“no way Tara… I have brought him up like my own son… We found him alone scared and little. I know your dad did not want anything to do with it. He just wanted to avoid complications involved with villagers and all that; well… you remember don’t you, we couldn’t have left him there all alone. Tara don’t be a kid he’s not going to harm anyone.”

Tara pleading-“but… he needs to eat; All talk grandma… He’s growing big and he needs his home. A real one from where he had come. I know he was lost and we found him in our farm that evening. How can I forget… that day was the best. We had our picnic and and Chandu found him from nowhere… but… grans we cant hide him anymore…”

Gran-“This is his home…safe…and no one doubts… even today, unless you plan to tell everyone. If he goes I go… there’s nothing to be scared of or talk … where will he go? What is the guarantee that he’s going to be safe? … Not another word… listen Tara you better concentrate on other things. There are millions of things you need to learn and worry about and this is the least of all…”

Tara now annoyed with her Gran’s stubbornness left the room still not convinced she decides not sure if it is right but still goes to her dad. Not sure of what he’ll do scared of him now more than ever she says-“dad….”

4 hours later….

There were 3 vehicles standing outside the gate… Men in uniforms coming out so fierce. An officer shaking hands with her dad. People gathered to see what was going on… murmers and gossips…

Dad –“we are extremely sorry sir. I had no idea about this. All these years…I’m really sorry for this inconvenience and disappointed.”

Officer excited-“not at all Sir. It’s the right thing you did by calling us. It did not take much time for us to talk to forest officer about this. I guess everything will be fine. All are safe now. . by the way how old is he? ”

Dad still in shock-“1 or 2 years. My mom says he’ll be turning 2 this month… sir… about that kid.”

Officer more enthusiastically-“oh yeah…. He’s just been to his uncle’s place for a week... Nothing to worry...”

As they were talking five men came out trying hard to not let go of the Tiger. Excitement and sound scaring him more, the Tiger tries to cut the cuffs. Tara with her granny silently crying at the corner holding her brother who was trying to run towards the Tiger... He shouts-“you’ll kill him. Murderers…. He is harmless…let go off me…Tara its all your fault… Save him now…”

P.S: My first question how’s it? ... Second who’s right...Tara or Grans? ...wod like to know ur opinion…
P.S.S: please be kind.. any corrections welcome:)...this is usually not my thing:)...

Its jus not right!!

You are not the dream I chase every night
Not really my prince or charming knight..

Time passed so soon like a flash of light
Blind I was not but had short sight..

Wish I have today is not quite right
Rhymes I pour so here I write..

I hold your hands and see through your sight
Life seems simple with hopes so bright..

You are my dear who showed me love in fight
The one who showed to dream with delight..

Only if I had known you were my light
Instead of maybes would have held you tight..

P.S: started this with a sad note...but ended with a cute smile..thank u:)..
sometimes feelings are jus tat...feel it even if its just not right!!...

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Feel with shift in time

Forgive I did long ago…
Forget I’m not able to do…
Feelings again with shift in time
Fading away with memories like crime…

Eager my heart to let go of pain…
Exhaustive mind says ready again?
Enchanted moments we did share…
Endless dream it was but I did care…

End it has now bitterly…
Each time I wonder achingly…
Engulfing pride from nowhere now…
Entrapped me from you and your broken vow…

Looking back I see I should have known…
Losing trust now I doubt was it your hormone…
Left with doubts and feelings unkind…
Lots of questions still pondering my mind…

Monday, October 26, 2009

Love or something like that

Thought you were my exclusive one
That tear you kissed and smile you brought
Your tender kiss and naughty smiles
Ahh... the way you made me feel
Happy and content I was in your arms...

Those good night sleeps and dreams of you
With each day passing I wished for more of you
Passion and crave grew stronger day by day
You never knew how insatiable I was
Scared of being addictive of you I always said lets end us today...

Those silly jokes and crazy tales
Jet black eyes which loved in silence
Your whispers at night and hardness for me
Your husky smell and hugs and cuddles
Now like haunting ghosts they haunt me always...

I always had known I fell for you
Scared that you might never love
Happy I was to know you cared
Blessed I felt to feel as yours
But now I wonder was I wrong...

Wish I did not once or twice
But my dear forever it was to be yours
But stupid and naive I was indeed
With laser you did cut through my heart
You left me shattered for someone better...

Every time I see you even today
My heart still skips a beat or two
Wishing for life which can never be true
I'm trying hard to conquer this elusive pain
For a long journey to survive alone ahead...

Friday, October 23, 2009

I and You

When i need you..
I just close my eyes and I'm with you..
When i need love..
I just stretch my arms and you are only a heart beat away..
When I miss you..
Clouds take me for a jolly ride through our memory lane..
When I want you..
Stars change their path falling apart to make my wish come true..
When I see you..
I just see a mesmerizing myth coming true..
Is this good?!..
I don't know...
Is this true?!..
May be..I only know my every wish with you has come true...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Hopless Heartaches(1)

These rhymes of heart are my feelings and reaction,
But sometimes i feel...may be its just a fiction!!

These feelings we share are my truth and dedication,
But sometimes i wonder...may be its just an addiction!!

Sunday, October 11, 2009


Life is beautiful, with you
Dreams do come true, it’s you
Got a reason to live, from you
Living in love, for you
Loving my life, in you
Gift of warmth, to you
Be mine for ever, will you
My only you I still, love you
Forgive my err, can you
I need no talisman, but you..

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Tag 6:)...

Yet another tag!!:)....its Brands Tag
I was tagged by:[Rimz][Guria]

to complete this tag loooooooong back.. I am completing this now:)...they must have forgotten that they had tagged me for this ..sorry people... I am not sure if I have included all the brands I use often .. but I have tried to cover most of them i think..:)...

Oral-B toothbrush:)...:)he he!!

Don't forget to brush

My TV, DVDs...


My watch and goggles

My cell...

my lovely bed:)....

hmmm now i have seen like almost all have done this tag:)...sooo its open to all:)...anyone interested can do it:)...sooo i tag all:)..


Managed with

Monday, October 5, 2009

Tag 5

here goes one more tag:)...Rimz and Guria .[Rimz][Guria]...tagged me:)..thank u dear:)...enjoyed doing this one:)

RULES: Respond and rework – answer these questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own, and add one more question to the list. Then tag eight or ten other new set of people.

1.What is your current obsession? Reading

2. What are you wearing today? Yellow salwar kamiz

3. What’s for dinner? will come to know once i finish this tag

4. What’s the last thing you bought? Pizza

5. What are you listening to right now? my CPU's humming and keyboard clicking

6. What do you think about the person who tagged you? beautiful darlings

7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be? Near beach(Malibu)

8. What are your must-have pieces for summer? haven't yet planned

9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? To him:P...he he..straight into his arms!!

10. Which language do you want to learn? French

11. What’s your favourite quote? "We are all born mad-Some remain so"

12. Who do you want to meet right now? My frien in aus

13. What is your favourite colour? current mood picks Black

14. What is your favourite piece of clothing in your own closet? my shorts

15. What is your dream job? i dont dream about jobs...

16. What’s your favourite magazine? Cosmopolitan

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on? some to Healing horse and rest to mom.

18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas? ??...nothing's clicking

19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon? Nikil

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer? No haircut please..

21. What are you going to do after this? Dinner.

22. Who is your favourite sport star? Fed

23. What are three cosmetic/makeup/perfume products that you can't live without? non n i'm surviving...

24. What inspires you? nature,my dreams

25. Give us three styling tips that always work for you: no make-up, a smile,hmmm...n jus smile:)...

26. What do you do when you “have nothing to wear” (even though your closet’s packed)? my shorts and a pink top usually works.

27. Coffee or tea? non.

28. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed? write, rhyme..

29. What is the meaning of your name? may be its lotus not sure...

30. Which other blogs do you love visiting? Al that I follow.

31. Favorite Dessert/Sweet? Chocolates

32. Favorite Season? All

33. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me? i wod give u water!!...sorry dont cook

34. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?ignorance is bliss

35. What are you afraid of the most? Of hurting anyone..

36. What do you love most about yourself? I, me & myself:)

My Question: 37. how many of u comment jus because u have to and not because u like to!!??...he he...

i wod like to tag:....


Happy tagging:).....
Join Zipcar and get $25 in free driving