WHY??

I see
No reason strong,
Feelings do fade away,
Love and care why goes all in vain
With time

DEPARTED

Deeply
Entangled we
Parted
Avenging
Raped of
Trust
Eloped..
Deceiving

Thinking of you...

Windy storms
Lightning of wild forms
Thunders of no norms
Turmoil deep when I'm not in your arms...

Dearly departed

Lonely I was in this crowd world

Loving this world in my own way
Not knowing the way just roaming around
I Saw all running around with no time to breath...
Holding my breath I was trying to reach
So out of reach I felt it sometimes
Someday sometime I thought I'll find my dream
Heart etched dream of someone to hold on to
Lived my life to feel it just once
Wanted it just once to belong to someone
My passionate someone who could hide me from all
My dearly departed all this came true with you my love...

Happy 50th:)...

I found a way to let my thoughts and feeling out here. Sometimes it is just crazy wacko ideas and sometimes just silly thoughts. Whatever I scribble here it comes straight from the heart. It is now like a friend. Leo got me to join Blogspot, and today I’m here writing my 50th post!.. Initially I was too reluctant to write here [I still am to write personally!!] but don’t know how leo aka vinay convinced me for which I’m really greatful:)..

When I don’t know what to do, I read, I comment and I learn. I enjoy reading your feed backs, blogs your writes, poems; you’re all so kind and nice. Thanks to all of you who comment, you really make me smile when I’m all lost and upset, now I know where to see for that lost smile. I hope you all do enjoy your read here, Thank you for noticing me. It is real pleasure to see how my followers have increased to 56 and I hope it keeps increasing!! ..

I don’t know if I ever said this before but I enjoy all the blogs which is there in my list. You all really are fabulous in what you are doing:)..do continue:)..
My special thanks to

Leo [Vinay]- you have been my first friend out here.. You have showed me a new world… of course those template hunting and renovating my blog. Thank u dear:)… love your work:)… hmmm the most I enjoy is your acro, fibs, actually jus all your poems…

AD [Seher]- Seriously what is your name!!?... he he…you are amazing gal. all the blogs you have managed… its jus wow..I’ll always be wondering what next you write. Especially your 13s, bashing, shots of questions, almost everything..:)..Hope you get married soon!!.. You’re really an amazing frien sweets:)..Keep smiling and if possible I would really love to meet you:).. oo yaa thank u for the book:)… I finally could finish it and its jus as you said:)…brilliant:)..

Pramoda- The first thing which comes to my mind is wow…soo intense and complex writings:)… I love the interaction session!!:)… You have made me think of things which I wouldn’t have bothered to even look twice otherwise:).. Thank you for being such a lovely frien dear:)…you are a true inspiration:)..

Yvoune- I would like to thank you for your constant support dear:)… I respect you a lot. Do take care of yourself:).. I enjoy your poems, the way you sing it with such ease.. all the pain and all the joy of your life:)… you make me feel life is beautiful:)..

Pinkzz and Rose- missing you gals hope to see you more often:)…

Pankuri- missing you too dear:)…take care:)..i enjoy your writes and comments a lot:)..thank you bud:)

Creativity- love your tips a lot dear:)…enjoying it!!:)..hehe.. With each read I find something new and creative:)…keep blogging dear:)… take care:)..

Yamini- A true heart of compassion:)… thank you for being my frien dear:)… I support you in all the causes.. Be it for the girls who r bound by their tradition r those strong women who have fought against breast cancer. Hats off to you for spreading the awareness:)..

Nagede- thank you sir for introducing me to 55s… enjoy the passion filled poems:).. your write is very passionate and intense:).. loved it

Princess sonshu- :)..thank you sweetie:)..you are a lovely princess:)..

Rosh[Roshwrite]- brilliant cute lovely blog you have dear:).. I enjoy reading you:) :)…..thank you

Freelancer- thank you for lovely comments:)…hope to see you more often:)…I truly enjoy your nags and poems. loved this template.. :)…take care:)

Jim and Adi- thank you for the lovely comments.. have left an impression in my heart:)…

Hary- wow…you have a very good sense of humor:)…. Always bring a smile on my face:)…thank you for making me smile always:)..

Anu- dear thank you for correcting me:)…and helping out in improving my write:)… thank you for being a lovely frien dear:)

Juhi- enjoy your writes a lot gal:)…your blogs very creative:).. be it poems, photos, tags or even awards. You do it with style:)..Keep rocking:)

Wana- wow… .awesome collections you bring out dear:)…I always wish to have it in my wardrobe!!..:).. thank u:)..

Shruthi- when will you pulish a book?:)…awesome fictionist:)he he…thank you dear;)

Amity me- lovely blog dear:)…love the way you take all the challenges:)…be it acro r the osi:).. it’s a pleasure knowing you:)..

Ria- thank you dear:)… enjoy your poems:)… I love the template very much:)

Guria- love your writes dear:)… very thought provocative:)…Thank u for being such a darling ;)

Kajal- thank you for just continuing to blog:)… I enjoy reconnecting myself in you:)

Gemma- amazing haikus and a photographer:)…thank you:)

THANK YOU DEAR The Write Girl, shraddha, Sandeep Balan, Happy birdie, The Solitary Writer, Tammie Lee, gautami, Riya, Linda, Aparna, kasabiangirl, swapna, aarthi, Arv, sash, juhi, nagede

Hope you all keep commenting on my work,.

Thank you for bearing this long post:)…would like to forward the awards I have received so far;)…thank you guria, AD, Happy birdie, sash, pramoda, Pankuri, nagede for recognizing me:) and showering with these:)….

Thank you Guria

I would like to pass it to:

Leo
AD
Pramoda
Yamini
Yvone
Nagede
Phankuri

Thank you AD

I would like to pass it to:

Pinkz
Creativity[Sahana]
Rose
Rimz
Pramoda
Guria

Thank you Happy Birdie

I would like to pass it to:

AD
Leo
Juhi
Rose
Guria
Freelancer
Creativity
Ria
Jim

Thank you Sash

I would like to pass it to:

Pramoda
Hary
Freelancer
Phankuri
Creativity
Juhi
Roshini
Sugar Cube

Thank you Pramoda

I would like to pass it to:

Yamini
Phankuri
Guria
roshini.
Ria

Thank you Pramoda and Nagede

I would like to pass it to:

Phankuri
Creativity
Guria
roshini.
Jaunty anima
Ash
Pinkz
Rane
Anu
JalPari
Riya

Thank you Pramoda

I would like to pass it to:

Shradha
Freelancer
Guria
Ash
The Write Girl

Thank you Guria

I would like to pass it to:

AD
Leo
Pramoda
Yvone
Hary
Shraddha

Thank you Pankuri

I would like to pass it to:

Pinkzz
Guria
AD
Shruthi
Ria

Thank you Shruthi

I would like to pass it to:

roshini.
Kasabiangirl
The Solitary Writer
Amal bose
Anu
Shraddha

Thank you Shruthi

I would like to pass it to:

Sugar Cube
roshini.
Happy Birdie
Jaunty anima
Shradha
yamini
Pramoda

Thank you Shruthi

I would like to pass it to:

Yvone
Pramoda
Leo
Phankuri
Amity me
Yamini
Sugar Cube
Aparna
Swapna

Thank you Guria

I would like to pass it to:

Hary
Creativity
Shruthi
Juhi
Amity me
Anu
Sugar Cube
Happy Birdie

Thank you Guria

I would like to pass it to:

Pinkzz
Shruthi
Juhi
Rane
Anu
The Solitary Writer
Happy Birdie

Thank you Juhi

I would like to pass it to:

Pinkzz
Sonshu
Caspian
Juhi
AD

Finally this one's just from me:)

To :

AD
Leo
Pramoda
Yamini
Nagede
Creativity
Yvone

Thank you for your Kind patience:)
Have a great day :)
Take Care!
Lots of ♥,
Tulip

SS #1

Tara-“gran…there is something you should know…”

Gran-“yeah tell me…you know these days kids of your age never listen to anything. See Only yesterday..”

Tara scared-“grandma….hear me out will you, It’s…it is important”

Gran-“see this is what I mean…you people hardly listen…Huhh….tell me what’s that...”

Tara trembling-“well…you know…it’s…”

Gran encouragingly-“hmmm...”

Tara wondering what and how to approach-“ gran…you know…there has been many mysterious missing cases of cattle lately, and villagers are worried and last week Chandu’s classmate Raaghav… He had a fight with Chandu and next day he too was found missing…”

Gran a little annoyed with where the discussion was heading-“now… now… it’s so wrong of you, It’s just a coincidence. He’s still a kid Tara. Don’t blame him…he’s only a child”

Tara scared she might never say it again reproached-“yeah Gran… I know but it’s just… I know that you know what is the reason behind all these.. Don’t you think we should tell dad... I mean he doesn’t really belong here you know...I... I’m scared”

Gran too petrified with the thought of losing him-“no way Tara… I have brought him up like my own son… We found him alone scared and little. I know your dad did not want anything to do with it. He just wanted to avoid complications involved with villagers and all that; well… you remember don’t you, we couldn’t have left him there all alone. Tara don’t be a kid he’s not going to harm anyone.”

Tara pleading-“but… he needs to eat; All talk grandma… He’s growing big and he needs his home. A real one from where he had come. I know he was lost and we found him in our farm that evening. How can I forget… that day was the best. We had our picnic and and Chandu found him from nowhere… but… grans we cant hide him anymore…”

Gran-“This is his home…safe…and no one doubts… even today, unless you plan to tell everyone. If he goes I go… there’s nothing to be scared of or talk … where will he go? What is the guarantee that he’s going to be safe? … Not another word… listen Tara you better concentrate on other things. There are millions of things you need to learn and worry about and this is the least of all…”

Tara now annoyed with her Gran’s stubbornness left the room still not convinced she decides not sure if it is right but still goes to her dad. Not sure of what he’ll do scared of him now more than ever she says-“dad….”

4 hours later….

There were 3 vehicles standing outside the gate… Men in uniforms coming out so fierce. An officer shaking hands with her dad. People gathered to see what was going on… murmers and gossips…

Dad –“we are extremely sorry sir. I had no idea about this. All these years…I’m really sorry for this inconvenience and disappointed.”

Officer excited-“not at all Sir. It’s the right thing you did by calling us. It did not take much time for us to talk to forest officer about this. I guess everything will be fine. All are safe now. . by the way how old is he? ”

Dad still in shock-“1 or 2 years. My mom says he’ll be turning 2 this month… sir… about that kid.”

Officer more enthusiastically-“oh yeah…. He’s just been to his uncle’s place for a week... Nothing to worry...”


As they were talking five men came out trying hard to not let go of the Tiger. Excitement and sound scaring him more, the Tiger tries to cut the cuffs. Tara with her granny silently crying at the corner holding her brother who was trying to run towards the Tiger... He shouts-“you’ll kill him. Murderers…. He is harmless…let go off me…Tara its all your fault… Save him now…”


P.S: My first question how’s it? ... Second who’s right...Tara or Grans? ...wod like to know ur opinion…
P.S.S: please be kind.. any corrections welcome:)...this is usually not my thing:)...

Its jus not right!!

You are not the dream I chase every night
Not really my prince or charming knight..

Time passed so soon like a flash of light
Blind I was not but had short sight..

Wish I have today is not quite right
Rhymes I pour so here I write..

I hold your hands and see through your sight
Life seems simple with hopes so bright..

You are my dear who showed me love in fight
The one who showed to dream with delight..

Only if I had known you were my light
Instead of maybes would have held you tight..

P.S: started this with a sad note...but ended with a cute smile..thank u:)..
sometimes feelings are jus tat...feel it even if its just not right!!...

Feel with shift in time

Forgive I did long ago…
Forget I’m not able to do…
Feelings again with shift in time…
Fading away with memories like crime…

Eager my heart to let go of pain…
Exhaustive mind says ready again?
Enchanted moments we did share…
Endless dream it was but I did care…

End it has now bitterly…
Each time I wonder achingly…
Engulfing pride from nowhere now…
Entrapped me from you and your broken vow…

Looking back I see I should have known…
Losing trust now I doubt was it your hormone…
Left with doubts and feelings unkind…
Lots of questions still pondering my mind…